May 2011
omg.
I am beyond sick and nauseous, my momma has supplied the entire fridge with gaterade and tea packs :3 what did i have for breakfast? purple gaterade, how about a snack? orange gaterade, what am i drinking right now? a blue gaterade. I am content with that and a pile of tissues surrounding me
I have these unexplained bruises..
50.
Each and every day it gets worse. I eat less and less, you start to notice. You tell me i have a problem and laugh, the funny thing about that is i do. I dont like to eat and you want to know why? because with having to eat comes the purging, i hate it but afterwards its the best feeling in the world.And guess whats the scariest part, I absolutely love it.
49. Standing by the castle, fireworks shooting out...
